Your Inner Voice
motivation or torture?
Were you ever about to do something yet already believed that you were not going to succeed ...
perhaps you felt inadequate ... or maybe you were being dragged back by some persistent doubt because you needed to feel 'more certain' before
making that first step?
Or else you might have had a nagging feeling that someone else was better qualified than you, or that something was bound to go wrong?
It may be said that anyone who uses language to communicate with others, also uses language to communicate with himself. I am referring to
our internal voice or, as we often call it, our internal dialogue, which may be considered to be a two-edged sword. In fact, it can either
spur you forward into action, or hold you back, which is when we refer to it as your inner critic.
However, as we have already indicated, the function of this inner voice isn't only to criticize. On the contrary, it may actually serve you well.
But before we consider how we may control this inner dialogue and use it to our own benefit, let us talk about where it originates from and why we
hear what we hear. Still, even before going there, here are a few brief examples.
John had been trying to sell his home but was very uncomfortable with the Real Estate agents' valuation which he felt was too high although he went along and asked for the
recommended price nonetheless. But when, some months later, the house was still unsold, John further convinced himself that his asking price was too high
since no one had made an offer.
His facial expression clearly showed the frustration going through his mind. He would think to himself, "It's so b!%min' obvious that people are finding it
too expensive! I knew it... Of course, the Estate Agents had nothing to lose; unlike me, because it is I who will have to wait so long before I manage to
Now if you yourself had been the prospective buyer, would you have paid the asking price to a person whose face was a billboard advertising such doubt?
I don't think so!
Some more examples follow.
Charles was feeling worried before an important meeting with his boss. "I hope I'm not going to get told
off. How can anyone cope with the overload in this place?" He is already suffering high anxiety.
Nadine was excitedly preparing for a date whilst going through her wardrobe, "Hmm, this one! I always feel great when I wear this
dress!" She's already experiencing the pleasure and the fun!
Imagine you go shopping for clothes and find something you really like, but just then a nagging thought crosses your mind,
"As if this would ever look good on me! Forget it!" You've just landed yourself in a less-than-happy mood.
Maria had just started a new job and one of her mates didn't seem too excited for her and, instead of congratulating her as the rest of her group had done, she
bitched at her sarcastically. "Well, well ... isn't that grand!? I can just imagine how important you must feel now, eh!!"
Maria worried herself sick, repeating to herself those cruel words from her fake friend as if they were a faulty record for days on end.
Now, as we all know, sometimes your Inner Dialogue is favourable. Those times, you feel empowered (ignited) even before you start out and your chances of succeeding are much higher.
However, when that same voice instigates fear, worry, or dissatisfaction, it weakens you to the extent that your chances of success will die before they are even born.
The Inner Voice What and Where?
When you think about it, you might realize that the 'inner chattering' never seems to stop. We've all seen people in the street deeply engrossed in
conversation with themselves, sometimes even getting angry at what they're saying! I wonder what might be going through their minds at such a time.
"Thoughts which represent Reality as they see and feel it for themselves!"
The answer is simple, even if blatantly obvious:
Everything that they would be experiencing (in their Mind) at that momentcombined with their personal life experiences, as well as the mood they'd be inconstitutes their preceived reality. Now even though their personal
reality will often be different from yours and from mine, what they would be experiencing in their minds is what they would be experiencing in their lives! In other words, their thoughts are their reality.
At that moment in time, their internal voice will be crystal clear, loaded with emotion and quite often it could be their own voice. I say 'often' because it
isn't always one's own voice that is heard. Take, for instance, a case when someone else belittles or ridicules something that you'd have just bought, or when someone offends or scolds you.
In that case, not only will it be someone else's voice that you hear inside your head, but it will also sound highly irritating possibly nasal sounding
and, many a time, even if it won't be all that obvious to you, you will actually be seeing a visual (an unpleasant mental movie) that's exaggerated and packed
with drama that probably didn't even happen!
And at that precise moment, that terribly irritating person
would practically be living inside your head ... against your
will ... with a voice that's crystal clear and as loud as anything!
Correcting the Saboteur
Before anything else, it is important to realize that what really hurts you isn't actually what was said, because that was said 'only once'.
That which keeps hurting you is the constant playback that YOU keep running in your mind. Your own thought! And I can imagine you saying,
"But I have no control over it." Then, boy. you would be mistaken to think that way.
You are NOT your thoughts!
Consider when you are watching a good movie at the cinema and you get so drawn into it that you feel as though you yourself are in the story. That is precisely what happens when you (mistakenly) reason
that you cannot control your thought. You will have become part of it or, rather, more correctly, you would have made it a part of you, when it is really "just a thought".
So that is where you'd be going wrong, because you are separate from your thoughts. Let me repeat that bit.
You are able to change your thoughts. For instance, if someone came up to you and conversed about something completely different and about which you happen
to be interested, then your thoughts would instantly change as your focus shifts.
But internal dialogue is not always the result of something that other people may have told you. It may sometimes be a reflection of low self-confidence;
a lack of respect for your own abilities. It might even be echoing some bad memory that you are still carrying, one which despite having occurred many
years previously, you might still be reliving daily.
Alternatively, it might even be the consequence of a lack of life-skills, or the result of limiting beliefs that constantly hold you back, often disguised under the excuse of a bitter Destiny; as if Life is the Valley of the Shadow of Death!
So here is what you need to do.
Change the tonality and pitch of the inner Voice, whether what you hear is your own, or someone else's voice.
Change it into a tonality that does not make sense at all; usually it's best to make it sound ridiculous because the incongruence would
render the words themselves as nonsense. For instance, imagine a heart-breaking song that is sung in a joyful tone ... would that
make sense? So now it's time to turn the volume down. Yes, exactly so! Lower the loudness level of the inner voice so much that it can not be
There are various methods to do this effectively, but this is not the place to go into too much detail. Feel free to email me in case you are
interested in finding out how this can work for you.
So the voice that previously served to inflict personal sabotge, can now become your inspiration and personal support. Take a moment to think
a little, whether you would repeat those same disparaging words that you say to yourself ... to other people instead. I think not! So how can you
allow yourself to inflict damage to your own person with such harmful words?
My wish for you is that you use your Thoughts well because a thought can build or break you, but whatever the case remember that you are separate
from your thoughts. And remember also that the moment of proof lies during the storm. not when seas are calm! So keep in mind that when you are
going through hard times, you are being fortified!
Steve Farrugia © 2014
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